爱情，和人生一样。。 不管有多爱，有多不想，有多不舍，都是会有得放开的一天。



work work work..... easy to take up time and mind....

really starting to feel disappointed and depressed with all the things around me...

have to start to adjust back to the start point.... and i must say that i really don like myself to used to the presence...

things seem to be getting further and further away from me...
last week was still feeling so so happy...

last night was walking along the same route which i walked last Wednesday. the route is the same. however feeling is a total stranger to me.
and upon reaching home, what awaits mi is the coldness from her....

will things change for the better soon?

didn't talk to him much about myself. seems like he's also feeling abit down... don wanna bother him too much too....

SIGH... everything really seems like a dream now...

some things are better to be left unspoken...

some times, have to be more understanding and thoughtful.

but some times, it's very difficult

人生，有时真的难意料。。
偶尔会发生些意想不到的事。。

lappy de fan spoil le... *crys* T.T

yesterday went Numata san's condo for company BBQ. his place is so nice!! basement carpark also got waterfall... LOL

everyone there were enjoying themselves... Aoki san and Takei san kept drinking, as usual... got tricked by Takei san... he passed me 2 cups and before i knew what's happening, Aoki san already poured wine into the cup... he finally had the chance to pour wine for me lo, since he failed on Terence's wedding 3 months ago...

then after eating, when to the yacht place to see night scenery.... the place is very beautiful lo!! took some photos... hahahha....

after photo taking session, went back to bbq pit there.... Takei san and Angeline offered beer... they scared i dono what i'm drinking like that... all so shocked...

so in the end, 1 cup of wine and 3/4 can of beer down my stomach... ^^

after clearing up the place and packing the stuffs, went up to function room... played musical chairs.... super funny...

shall try to post some photos and videos next week... =)

i also do not know what i am doing now....

some stuffs really feel unrealistic to me... 很不踏实。。。
do not know i should be more forgiving and understanding not....


it seems getting nowhere...

what a bored weekend...
zzZZ

next door neighbor today quite nosiy.. having party... bunch of kids playing outside the corridor... faints...



ladders and ropes... please get ready